One of the most lovely statements in all of Holy Scripture is found in Philippians 1:23, “For I am hard-pressed between the two, having a desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better…” Paul knew what he faced. Roman justice was swift and sure. And it was pitiless. A man who was a Roman citizen like himself and on trial for his life in a capital case, if the Imperial courts ultimately decided so, would be swiftly beheaded. He would have the opportunity to appeal his conviction, of course, but appealing it would not be likely to succeed. If the Roman authorities wanted you dead, then dead you would soon be.

And yet, in all of his treatment of this question in his writings, he never seemed bitter or aggravated that God had seen fit to allow these painful events to unfold around him, spiriting him off to the place where he now found himself, in jeopardy for his life, facing a possible death sentence. The reason this was so was evidently on account of his general view of death. He saw death differently than most people see it. It was not a frightening possibility, but a welcome friend. In fact, he expressed it as a “desire” of his. He saw himself not as entering a dark and foreboding future but rather as entering into eternal light. It meant being with Christ.

Whatever else it might mean, for a man whose life had been centered on pressing forward the cause of Jesus Christ in this world whenever and wherever he could, it spelt departing from this world of sin and sorrow in order to be in the presence of the Savior. Rest and peace with God and Christ was not something to be dreaded, but a welcomed prospect. And so, the power of death and its perennial sting were blunted in the realization that death would take him to his friend, for whom he had lived and now might be forced to die: “For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain” (1:21).

The story is told of a missionary couple, R. W. Porteous and his wife, who in the spring of 1931 were taken as prisoners by Communist bandits in China. They were marched up to a solitary hill by the officer in charge. “This is the place,” the man said commandingly. Whereupon the couple was forced to kneel in front of the little group of soldiers for their execution. The executioner drew a long blade from its sheath and raised it menacingly over their necks, and certain death appeared imminent for the courageous couple. However, instead of cringing and begging for mercy, they began to sing a hymn:

“Face to face with Christ my Savior, Face to face — what will it be? When with rapture I behold him, Jesus Christ who died for me. Face to face I shall behold him, Far beyond the starry sky; Face to face in all his glory, I shall see him by and by.”

When the officer heard the words of the hymn, he could not give the order to kill them. The little band of soldiers marched off and left them alone. Subsequently, they returned to their homeland in England, and told others the story of the perfect peace which they had enjoyed in the face of certain death, and how a Christian hymn had touched the heart of a murderous villain.

It is indeed wonderful how this thought of “departing to be with Christ” is a truth which is able to transform the most ugly and frightening of all prospects into a happy and even joyous reality. The faithful Christian does not need to fear death! Recently my wife and I visited with a dear friend and fellow disciple of Christ who had been told that he had but a few short days left before his departure from this life. As I left that day, I knew that I would never see him again in this world, so I became tearful and had to leave the room so as not to break down in his presence. He told my wife afterward to assure me that he was ready to go and that he was not afraid to die. A few days later he was gone. Tears fill my eyes as I write these words, for I miss my friend. But I have every confidence that he is with the Lord. When you live for Christ, death is a gain, not a loss. I also know that I will see him again, for my own clock is ticking down to my departure, and when I think of all the dear loved ones and friends in Christ who await me on the other side, I cannot but smile through the tears. What a glorious and joyous day that will be. God help us ever to live in such a way as to possess a like confidence to that which Paul had when he wrote that “to be with Christ is far better.”